Saturday 26 January 2013

My Steep Cornea.

Assalamualaikum dan hello semua :)

"Your cornea is steep and the refractive error is high, so I don't recommend you to do ordinary laser surgery. We have other alternative which is Femtosecond laser. But it's a little bit expensive. "

Hmm, itulah apa yang Dr Amr cakap tadi. Saya baru balik dari consultation mata sama ada sesuai atau tak buat Lasik dan, hmm dan mata saya tak sesuai. Alhamdulillah, saya tak de la kecewa, sebab secara jujurnya,  sebelum buat consultation pun saya dah terfikir tak nak buat. Haha saya tahu saya bersemangat sangat sebelum ni tapi selepas banyak banyak kali fikir, I think I got a little bit scared. Haha.

Why do I get scared suddenly? Hmm, the initial excitement tu hilang after saya fikir betul betul pasal benda ni. I was excited at first bila ada kawan yang the refractive error (or orang kita selalu panggil power spec) dia well tade la sebanyak saya tapi dekat la berjaya buat tanpa ada complication dan dia dapat melihat selepas itu dengan jayanya. Tapi bila saya fikir balik, I was afraid sebab saya tak jumpa lagi anyone yang buat lasik power dia sebanyak saya. There's no need to know how much is my refractive error, I won't tell here hehe.

And secondly, dah terlintas dekat fikiran saya sebelum ni yang why should i harm myself with a surgery when I am completely have no problem pakai spectacles. Kenapa saya nak buat lasik? sebab tak nak pakai spec tapi that's more like a curiosity and desire rather than my need. Saya membesar dengan spec dan saya wonder how my life will be without having to wear one?

Jadi bila Dr Amr told me that it is not possible for me to do it, saya rasa  a little bit relieved instead of kecewa. Saya tak research lagi pasal Femtosecond laser tu tapi I've read about it somewhere before (I think cikgu saya pernah tunjuk artikel pasal ni) it's a new technology kalau tak silap saya and I guess I better wait kot kalau still  nak buat that treatment. hmm.

So, I guess after this kalau nak rasa how life without spectacles saya kena berbalik kepada contact lens la kot.

Hihi tu je. thank you sudi baca.

*Tajuk entry ni i so.. -.- haha but i have no idea nak letak apa lol*

2 comments:

Adilah Zulaikha said...

it's okay yan. yeah u're right y we have to bother ourselves with the surgery that is not 100% guarantee while we're 100% harmless dgn spec cewahh :D

Izyan Hamizi said...

yeah i guess so dan jimat duit aku beribu ribu haha boleh bawak berjalan tahun depan :P