Saturday, 6 May 2017

First Posting ; Orthopedics

Assalamualaikum and hello :)

Lamanya tak menulis dalam blog. I always wanna update and write something but, when you are a houseman sleep is far more important than anything else 😑

It has been five months since i am in this profession; there are lots of good and bad things happened within this five month.

I was extended for a month.
When i first knew that i was extended, i was really depressed.
I didn't tell my family, in fear of i will break down and make mom worry. Mom is a worry wart and she got hypertension, so i always tell her i am enjoying my work.
Until the end, i just kept all my depression inside, air mata setitik pun tak keluar.

But, i am lucky to have such a great friends and bosses around me.
My friends and colleagues kept telling me that i did a good job as a first poster, not to worry too much regarding my extension.
Some of my bosses (the MOs) able to detect my depressed mood during my extension period, and they kept giving me motivational support and i am really grateful for that.

I ve met a lot of wonderful people, and also a handful numbers of annoying ones 😭

Next week gonna be my last week in Ortho, altough i always feel this dept quite annoying with all the politics and drama, i do really enjoy my first posting in ortho. For sure, i ll miss this department when i enter the more stressful departments after this.

Till then peeps,
Wish me luck in my next dept.

*tak sabarnya nak EOP, nak jenjalan dan tidur puas puas yeayyyy!

Monday, 23 January 2017

Housemanship

Assalamualaikum wbt

being a houseman really drains your energy
'
i am trying really hard to love this profession

keep wondering why i wanted to be a doctor

it is really hard to renew your niat when you are subjected to being depressed every day

no single mistake is allowed, as it will cost the life of another

:(

Saturday, 23 July 2016

Current Addiction; Luffy san!

Assalamualaikum wbt. 

Currently i am still menganggur. 
Dah stop kerja dekat kfc for some reason. 
Still waiting for my interview with spa, seriously penantian satu seksaaaa 🎶

Living life as a penganggur, there's nothing much i can do

Thus i have a new hobby. 

Reading manga! 

Tak pernah sangka diri ini akan addicted to manga. Like seriously! Sebab sebelum ni, saya selalu wonder why people baca manga and watch anime? I couldn't relate at all. And my friend ada yang sampai nangis2 bila tengok anime haha

Tapi bila dah try, i realize how amazing mangas/animes are. 

Banyak sangat life lesson yang dapat  berbanding tengok drama melayu pukul 7 malam tu 😂

So my current addiction right now is One Piece! 

I am in love with one piece and all characters yang ada dalam manga tu. 

Currently dah chapter 200++ 

I wanna be luffy's nakama too!


Okay end of ranting. 

#diariseorangpenganggur


Monday, 4 July 2016

:(

Assalamualaikum wbt :)

Kita sayang someone
Kita taknak tengok dia buat sesuatu yang salah
kita nak tolong dia, nak nasihat dia sebab sayang
sebab risau

tapi bila dia tak hiraukan nasihat kita
dan dia tipu kita lagi
perasaan kecewa tu
pedih sangat

*sigh*

i have never been this disappointed in someone
It really hurts

bila dia tak tahu yang kita tahu dia tipu kita
dia buat muka tak bersalah
sakitnya hati