Current Addiction; Luffy san!

Assalamualaikum wbt. 

Currently i am still menganggur. 

Dah stop kerja dekat kfc for some reason. 

Still waiting for my interview with spa, seriously penantian satu seksaaaa 🎶

Living life as a penganggur, there's nothing much i can do

Thus i have a new hobby. 

Reading manga! 

Tak pernah sangka diri ini akan addicted to manga. Like seriously! Sebab sebelum ni, saya selalu wonder why people baca manga and watch anime? I couldn't relate at all. And my friend ada yang sampai nangis2 bila tengok anime haha

Tapi bila dah try, i realize how amazing mangas/animes are. 

Banyak sangat life lesson yang dapat  berbanding tengok drama melayu pukul 7 malam tu 😂

So my current addiction right now is One Piece! 

I am in love with one piece and all characters yang ada dalam manga tu. 

Currently dah chapter 200++ 

I wanna be luffy's nakama too!

Okay end of ranting. 

#diariseorangpenganggur

:(

Assalamualaikum wbt :)

Kita sayang someone
Kita taknak tengok dia buat sesuatu yang salah
kita nak tolong dia, nak nasihat dia sebab sayang
sebab risau

tapi bila dia tak hiraukan nasihat kita
dan dia tipu kita lagi
perasaan kecewa tu
pedih sangat

*sigh*

i have never been this disappointed in someone
It really hurts

bila dia tak tahu yang kita tahu dia tipu kita
dia buat muka tak bersalah
sakitnya hati

Old post

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I am rereading my old post dalam blog ni.

Hahaha rasa nak lari sembunyi bawah tangga. 

🙈

Rasa macam tak percaya dah masuk tahun ketujuh menulis blog. 

2011 adalah tahun yang paling rajin sekali update, masa tu jugak rajin sangat pergi melawat, baca dan komen blog orang lain 😅 

Sekarang, ada sesetengah blog yang saya follow tu dah tak wujud dah. 

Saya memang tabik spring toing toing dekat blogger yang menulis secara konsisten dan ada isi. 

Nak konsisten tu memang susah sangat. Idea banyak je, konon dalam kepala nak buat travelog jalan mesir, turki dengan uk dulu.. Angan angan tinggi, padahal travelog italy dulu pun tak habis. Hahaha angan angan mat jenin ja, tade action langsung. 

Bila terfikir balik sayang kan? Sbb banyak sangat benda best nak share, tapi bila tangguh lelama terlupa dah semua. Langsung hilang idea tu.

Hmm

Bila baca post2 yang lama, terasa sangat ketidak matangan diri. Well, sekarang pun tadelah matang mana pun, tapi upgrade sikit la kot dari zaman hingusan dulu. 😅

Memang malu baca post2 emo yg lama2 tapi sayang pulak rasa nak padam. Sebab boleh tengok perubahan diri, turun naik semua. 

Tak tahu berapa lama lagi nak simpan blog ni, dulu rajin jugak tulis benda benda ilmiah, share pengalaman dan ibrah semua. Sekarang asyik2 tulis benda personal, dah rasa macam tulis diari dah. Sapa nak baca en kalau tulis diari je haha tak menarik langsung.

Okay tu je diari saya utk hari ni. Babai!

My beans of wisdom

Assalamualaikum all 😊

I have always been a drama addict haha to be specific, korean drama addict. But over the years i have managed to lessen my addiction. I watch less drama because, well being drama addict while you are in a med school is not really a good idea.

So how do i do it? Haha by being an avid reader of a blog called dramabeans. In dramabeans they do recapping of lots of dramas.

I figured out if i read the recaps of certain dramas, i will be less 'tertarik' to watch them. (Tak tahu apa word yg sesuai untuk tertarik haha)

Reading recaps require much less time than watching the whole 16 or sometimes 20 episodes of dramas.

Hehe

I have some free time now, so i watch some dramas AND read the recap. 

There's this section in dramabeans called  Beans of Wisdom, where they feature some great comments over the week on their blog. 

And this week my comment is featured! 

Hahaha well i am so excited but i dont know where to rant, since i dont know who else is a reader of dramabeans.. Hence, 'terlahirlah' this post 😉

I always use my initials, ikhh while commenting in dramabeans. 

I am so excited when i saw my comment is featured in beans of wisdom this week. Never even have the slightest expectation for it to be featured. 

Well, mesti korang tak faham pun apa yang saya excited kan haha 😂

That's all for today. 🙋🏻

Trust

Trust is something that you have to earn, it is not meant to be taken for granted.

Nervous

Assalamualaikum wbt

I am feeling nervous

Throughout my (almost) 25 years of living

This is my first time

To work

No

Not as a doctor

I decided to work part time at a restaurant

Well i have to earn my living

Takleh la nak menghabiskan beras je kan kat rumah

Wish me luck!

I wonder the nervousness must be double or triple when i ll jstart my housemanship

xx

1N2D

IAssalamualaikum wbt

I am becoming a huge fan of one night two days, well i was always a fan of that show. But i was not as obsessed as i am right now. Blame all the free time that i have. *sigh*

Every week, on sundays, tak sabar nak tunggu keluar episod baru. Laptop rosak dan internet rumah tak laju so kena depend on the episodes uploaded by KBS World youtube channel. Tengok youtube dekat phone sangat laju haha.

Well, one of the reason why i like 1N2D is because of the travelling part. They always visit pretty places. 

I never thought of hiking before, but because of 1N2D one of my to-do-list nowadays is to hike and enjoy the nature.

I even ada rasa nak pergi panjat bukit larut lagi sekali, eventhough i hated it so much masa sekolah dkt mrsm taiping dulu. Lol.

Other than the travel part, the main reason 1N2D is so addictive is because that show is so funny, like seriously! The members have lots of chemistry together. 

I felt so sad when kim joo hyuk left the show, how can he felt he is a burden to the show? 

I don't even know why i am rambling about 1N2D here, but i need somewhere to rant about my current obsession. 

Hehe

Till then, bye!

Dream

i had a dream last night

It felt so real

I dont usually dream at night

And when i do, i rarely remember

But

Last night

It felt so real

My heart aches when i woke up

And i am asking myself

Why is it only a dream?

How i wish for it to be the reality

:(

Generation gap

Assalamualaikum wbt

Baru je baca wall dr Harlina. 

Tentang teguran beliau pada usahawan online

Apa yang memeranjatkan saya ada warga facebook yang komen di post tersebut

Mengkritik dr har dengan bahasa yang tak sopan

Mana pergi budi bahasa kita 

Hanya kerana dia tak ada di depan kita, tak semestinya kita boleh tulis apa sahaja di kepala

Haihh, saya selalu culture shock tengok komen komen di facebook

Semua nak tunjuk pandai, lupa budi bahasa. Lupa macam mana nak menghormati orang yg lebih tua dan berpengalaman

Generasi muda sekarang senang sangat bertindak ikut perasaan. Suka hati je kononnya nak bagi 'my two cents'

Haihh.

I hope this world will be filled with more positive vibes. 

Seriously, we desperately need some positivity in our society. 

Bila orang bagi teguran, don't just jump to conclusions. Fikir dulu from his/her perspective before you give any comments.

Update!

Assalamualaikum and haii! 

Dah lama rasa nak update blog

Lots of stories worth to be told for these past few weeks

First, saya dah grad! Alhamdulillah, after six years of med school, i did it.

Second, mak came to my graduation. I went back to malaysia after final exam and bawa mak datang egypt. Sambil datang grad sambil makan angin for two weeks.

Third, we (me and mak) had an unplanned, totally unexpected trip to UK! Haha almost half of trip was sponsored but heyy finally i can say i already went to UK! Wee~ actually before this dah banyak kali plan nak ke UK dengan kawan tapi tak pernah jadi tetiba unexpectedly without any planning, kitorang pergi melancong and duduk sampai satu bulan pulak tuu hahah

Fourth, i still belum daftar to mmc or spa or to any badan berorganisasi yg kitorang supposedly daftar bila dah balik. Bila kat rumah, my mobility is very limited. Tade kereta (Alang guna kereta arwah ayah) and i have to wait for weekend untuk settle apa2. And one more problem, my result transcript ada mistake yang menyebabkan i have to apply a new one. Nak tggu the new one sampai kat tangan takes time.

Fifth, mak and me decided that i need a car. Or else i will stuck in the house for months since tak tahu lagi how long is the wait for housemanship placement. So we decided to order a brand new axia for me. Hehe kereta kecik2 jadi la kan utk seorang penganggur.

Sixth, i am officially penganggur! Haha i really do have lots of things to write about in the blog.. But my laptop tgh problem, and komputer rumah memang dah berzaman tak dibaiki. Menulis dengan phone takde feel sangat laa. So, blog update will have to wait. Tunggu adik cuti lama kee untuk pinjam laptop diaa haha

That's all, till then! 

Salam.

Traveling Alone

One of the things that i really want to do is travelling alone, by myself

Tak kisah la ke mana pun, dalam negara mahupun luar. 

Pejam celik pejam celik, it's already 2016.

So this is one of the things that i really want to do as my new year resolution.